In My Own Morning
By Matthew McDaniel
In my own morning there is silence, here
The sounds of breathing are enough to shock;
The darkness has not found me yet this year.
Across the pale blank sky the sounds of fear
Are drifting, born from waking lands, and knock
At my own morning. There is silence here.
And then the voices enter in: the tear-
Stained home, the hungry child. I have no lock,
The darkness has not found me yet this year.
They draw me on toward grief. Side, front, and rear,
The ill-spent life, the widow, unmoved mock
At my own mourning. There is silence here,
All vanish, and the trucks, the birds I hear,
Loud, obnoxious. Slow, back and forth I rock.
The darkness has not found me yet this year.
And I will stand and go my way and peer
As one blinded by light; There is no dock
In my own morning. There is silence here:
The darkness has not found me yet this year.